Awaiting Morte!!!

Born on this earth being a curse,
is this life worth or something worse??
woken up with flesh and bone,
I have been all but left alone...

Darkening thoughts fill my memory
With hate,curse and pain dancing in reverie
Rambling over what we never had nor cared,
Is this all that is supposed to be bereaved??

Searching for survival and hoping for salvation
but to face confrontation with damnation
Slow end creeping with suffocation
Hope and wait for it to end in cremation...

Tombs consecrated with procession around
Tossed are we into a unmarked grave underground
Banished into the potholes of eternal rest
A end so premature and so unjust.

I see you atlast in front of me
gone are the times missing you far too long
As i killed life to be back to where you belong
Am i to be blamed for being insane??