Thoughts at Dawn

Blessed are the dead from this hideous world
ruled by the unholy,ungodly and the engimatic,
Untroubled I was, sleeping till i woke
to the days filled with anguish and eternal sins

Blissful are the deaf for they cannot hear the
neverending scream that breaks the silence at dawn,
It ends no sooner than its echoes, only to be left
pondering at his inner voice filled with lies

Fearless are the blind for they cannot visualise
the future bringing in more bleeding dawns,
Hell seems easy to be escape with this life that
i live in, repeating itself in a pattern for eternity

Cursed are the dumb for they cannot shatter his
endless sleep buried with confounding lies
The curse is same as mine for lame is my
voice which cannot shatters his very ears

Strangled by world, orphaned by life,
I gaze into the unending well of her demise,
waiting for a thousand and eighty two days
of torment to end in a heart beat
Dream my creator forever I'm your sleep.

Away from India

Being away from home is one of the most bugging things in life. It gives you so many things to take care of; responsibilities you'd be proud if your child had, but really not interested in having them yourself. It is said that it transforms a boy into a man. But for people like me, who've already been through this transformation it doesn't really matter
Language is a small barrier, not because I do not know Japanese. I infact know japanese very well, the only problem being that the people here do not know the Japanese that I know! I know numbers from ippon to nihon(thanks to the innumerable number of tequila shots that i had on new years eve when i was here last time), then I know arigato, and I also know a bunch of expletives which play a vital role while interacting with my people here. Honestly, I can understand japanese as good as i speak persian, very well provided it is spoken when i am too drunk. Whether I learn to speak japanese fluently or not I've started teaching them english.
Houses are generally too spacious, giving the picture of a Rashtrapati bhavan (minus the rooms,balcony terrace and the bathroom) . But here, they are very well furnished. Though the rooms are small, we generally do not face a problem since Arjun Singh has not yet introduced reservations in this segment. If that happens, I'll have to keep one leg outside while taking bath I believe. And then one washing machine per floor, which 25 of us use till the coil burns or the clothes are torn apart.
It is supposed to be spring season here in tokyo. It was infact raining heavily when I landed here and continued to do so for a week, after which the meteorological department played spoilsport. They predicted extremely heavy rainfall here from the 1st of may. The rains stopped on the night of 30th April. Since then, the sun has been shining brightly as if the heads of thousands of Deve Gowdas are being used as reflectors here. I strongly recommend to countries all over to stop investing the money in Met Dept and instead start a dating forum which would be a lot more profitable. Or it can even be used for other useful purposes like teaching Arjun Singh simple mathematics - percentages in particular.
Girls are one of the main reasons people do not wish to leave japan!! One thing which I miss majorly is being out of touch with pubs in pune especially kiva :(:( Those of you who are still around checking this blogspace, HELP!! please help me outta this place!!
Somebody go and eat something on my behalf and pay for it without fail! its been three weeks here and i have not had a meal so far :(:(

Solitude

Death quick and calm as it may come
Yet calm, rejoiced, I am with her nearby
Comfortably wrapped warmly in a quilt
As the cold wind hits the window panes

Here i lay with my thoughts so secure
Feeling not a pang of guilt for the past
With a loved one so close by
Yet calm, rejoiced, with her at my side

Accompanying me at the wee hours
with shattering dreams tearing my sleep
only to wake to a feeling of hate and anger
Yet calm, rejoiced, with her at my side

Hopes of a future wanes as the light fills
For she exists only in darkness
Though have never seen her eye to eye
Yet calm, rejoiced, with her at my side

Naked she shall be as the dead ones
She raises and sinks fast through the sea
Leaving the time we spent to mere memories
Yet calm, rejoiced, with her at my side

Algo más cerveza dentro Goa!!!

Favorite Hangouts closing early in the night..
Nowhere to go? Nothing to do? Take it no longer;
Fight for your freedom, fight for your rights,
More Beer, More Whisky makes me grow stronger..

Ever wondering about the famous joints, clubs closing down the night, too early to tighten you up or get you into the grove. Frustrating nights, throat ripping cries for getting sober all the while.. For once these things didnt happen on a weekend and guess where?? GOA - It is!!!!!!

It has taken me a staggering eight thousand and thrity five days to set foot on this zealous place and what more could i have wished!! [on a personal note More Beers :):):) ] u cant refuse them aneway do ya??

It all started with five of us boarding the comfy volvo ( I hate buses!! but considering the tortures and pains that i had been subjected to on the return journey i dont mind using this adjective on the volvoes) It was a smooth journey with 2 members crashing on the seats within five mins of boarding. Had nothing to do other than the occasional swaying to the metal tunes (couldn't have wished for more). Atlast watched a sunrise in my life a feat that my dad will be proud of!! Dad if you are reading this send me what you promised 7 years ago :)!! From that moment it was beers, more beers and more beers!!!

The place was entirely filled with events starting from the Jet skiing( ok ok!! u know i am afraid of deep waters yet the rock dared to do it ), sunset bar, anjuna beach, hair braiding ( Harsih beat all in this), kamaki (this pub gets crowd starting 3 AM), teaching somebody to drive a bike[ i am going to get hit for this :)], the blissfulness of the Andy's tent and me getting sloshed. what more could i have wished for??

I went to goa with great intentions of getting tattoed, but carefully analysis of the situation, along with harish's peaceful expressions and calm composure( :D:D:D:D:D) made me change my mind.

The goa trip aint complete if i dont mention my return journey ( if ever i am going to travel by bus again :@:@) the number of people sitting per square foot exceeded the thoughts per hour on bush's brain!! that summarises doesnt it??

A state I would love to live in for a few months at least but not now - now back to work.

A thought down the Memory lanes

Deep inside me I know I have been alone,
longing for caress, all i have been left to mourn.
playing through lost illusions of burning qualms,
too far, too late to see what is bothering me...

Beholding this loneliness tossed upon my realms,
emotions rise high, regretting those scattered visions.
breath stiffling with every scream of your dream,
Failed and cheated in my desire to accompany you

imploring for the past which has fled long and fast..
memories consume of what has been left along,
shallowness entwine self, with life torn widely open
as another life which i used to care floats far apart.

Unfortunate is your fate, desperate is the life i hate,
gazing at the black horizon, numb to the flailing pain
with silence gulping down the voices of my memory,
seeking an end with no worries of living, never ending.

Strive ye Mortals

Deepened shadows darken up the sky,
thunder rolls on, midst of rain and fury..
rages of battle as red flows below,
Forces of mankind battling for their glory.

On the plains we stand,
with the future in our hand,
Pain fills the abode,
as the water turns blood.

whispers through the wind,
enlighten the mind,
endless is the cold,
as the enemy begins to fold

Together the wolves and the owls shall feast
Run down the hills as the twilight veils
avenge the years for the anger is fierce
to the night rise shall thou holding the spears.

Sorrow, souls and pain rise with the morning sun,
late as it is yet a crimson dawn,
thoughts of death, as i gaze at the horizon
hails come down to turn the earth into a frozen stone.

Passione' de Revenge

You are the one who put me through such tortures,
You are the one who pushed me into this darkness,
I wasn't ready for such slaughters
Ending up with rotten flesh and stinkin blood.

Pushed into the paths of no return,
the times have changed, now is my turn...
thy presence does not scare me any more,
swear to thine, will hurt you to the core.

Close thy eyes, and hear my voice
Turn back and face it,any choice??
see around for bodies are on roll,
I'll run you down and take you by the soul..

Blades tainted with the sin of your spine,
Tears fill in as the illusion is no longer mine,
Depravity fills the mind, with thy effort in vain,
choir of angels fill the wind, a death so fine..

Now I am ready for the darkness
take my body, take my life
take my soul and burn me out
take it once for all and let it go!!!